Baby!

2010-11-28T08:08:00.001-08:00

I never had a chance to say all this, so it'll be written here.

You know..
I've always thought of you first..
Worrying about you..
Watching out for you..
It may seem like a bother to you, but I can't help it. Simply because you mean a lot to me.

Remember how we always talked on msn? We had such fun discussions. At that point, it was mere curiosity, because we agreed on lots of topics. Then it became interested, to the extent it ended up like this. It's like, it happened so fast....

Just because you rejected me, doesn't mean you're obliged to make me feel better. I understand your concern as a friend.

But I'll only expect some favors. Be happy, be yourself, and stay out of trouble. I don't want anything to happen to you. If anybody, especially guys dare to bully or take advantage of you, please don't allow them... Or I'll be, *cough* extremely upset.

As I said before, I'll probably be waiting. It's impossible to move on, as of now. I know it.

Finally...thank you.

And let me do something in return like pinching your cheeks for all the ridiculous pain you indirectly caused me. :)

2 Nov 2010

2010-11-02T05:29:00.001-07:00

Stop showing concern to me...you know how painful is it to face you? As a friend? WHYYYYYYY did this happen in the first place? Stupid....stupid illogical things.

Living worlds apart~ So close yet so far.

31 October 2010

2010-10-31T02:25:00.001-07:00

Why our world is so terminally distorted?
Where did the distortion come from?
Why there are people who are unconsciously evil?
Why people don't know that their evil hurts others?
Why is humanity an existence that only conflicts with itself?
Why are there people to rule, and those who are ruled?
Why do we wound each other?
In spite of all this, why do people go on living like they do?
I wanted to ask you.
Please think of an answer, if we may meet again.
That being the case, I will seek out the same thing on a different path than yours.
Down the path towards mutual human understanding for the answer.

On the issue. This is the first time...a person has made me suffered so much. Made me so miserable, yet I can't cry it out. My heart sinks and I can't help but think of her. I thought I had forgot everything about her, yet it came back just within a day. Feelings...I hate you all.

The most frustrating part is, I want to tell her. I want to confess. But, part of me argues back, claiming that confessing will only destroy our current relationship- good friends.So what if I confessed and request that I'll do nothing about it? We'll be friends no more. It'll be different. I don't want that kind of a ending.

It's so painful,contradicting yourself. Damn. I'm so weak.

If its possible, I want her to be happy everyday... :/

24 October 2009

2009-10-24T04:57:00.000-07:00

Yo.I won't be posting anymore.The end.But,I'll talk about some things that happened recently.Exams are over.I'm satisfied that i have passed all my subjects.Maths got a 48.547,but teacher said it will be rounded up,no problem.Mother Tongue paper 2 got praised for doing well and improving from failure grades from before.PoA got 80%,which scored top 8 in class.There were 3 people in the eighth position by the way.Other subjects like history,social studies,english got either B3 or B4.Science 100% get A2.My physics got third in class,chemistry got rather high too.But still, I'm disappointed.I have always wished to keep improving.It doesn't matter as long as i improved.That way of thinking sure has helped alot.But I only improved on some subjects.Overall deproved.Thus i'm not that happy with the results.I don't want to score like this for "O" levels.Makes me feel so pathetic.If i scored like this next year,what will happened?Surely i can't say "whatever happens,happens".It will be solely my responsibility.To think that this year's holidays are just an illusion.Well,for now,let's enjoy the holidays instead of worrying.Past IS past.The only thing to do is to look forward to a better tomorrow.As for holidays,i'm planning to work with Papa 5 days a week.Morning to evening.Hoped i get paid well.After all,our family income is decreasing to the extent that i rarely get allowance.I really wish things would turn out for the better.Personally,i have 2 wishes.Its simple ,unrealistic and i won't tell you.Secrets are meant to be shared?Too bad,i can keep it alone.Off to a life of solitude then.Dewa mata ashita~

12 October 2009

2009-10-12T03:28:00.001-07:00

Reanbell is so cute.Looking forward to US:Resonance of Fate/JP:End of Eternity next year.

Seriously i hate papers after 8pm. Today History Paper 1 at 10.30am.I slept around 1 am, 9 am woke up.Took my bloody time until 10.05 then leave house.Normally its a 14mins walk to school.Don't know why end up late.Abit late i guess.Sadly..Tomorrow maths paper 2....I seriously have no confidence in maths anymore.Its like the end of everything..so hopeless..ahhhh. Maths suck.Thursday no paper.Friday finish everything.Yuhoo!Yatta!Yoshaa!Can go work with Papa!money money money!He said roughly about 500/month if i work part time during holidays.So!500dollars for games! ahahahah!

8 October 2009

2009-10-08T08:22:00.001-07:00

I have taken a big step to being an otaku. Geez, hope i complete my visual novel as soon as possible. The humour and touching scenes getting me addicted. SOmemore exams period, everyday at least playing at least 7 hours. I wonder if my results will really fall. The papers were really hard, i lack confidence in scoring B3 for all subjects. My maths will fail again,i'm negatively positive of it. Being a pessimist has its great points too, why criticise them?Well,tomorrow's Accounting paper.So i'm gonna score an ace- an A1 to pull up my overall.If not,i might as well bang wall.

Cough,thats all i can say about my current situation. Tense yet relaxing in many ways. They say sleep is essential for the brain to work well.So does sleeping 12hours+ helps?Gah,need to stop asking questions. Questions may be good in gaining knowledge,but in reality,asking too much is too much for the mind. I did so and i felt so troubled and didn't sleep until 5am.

I feel that good luck is unfitting to say to others during exams.It should be done beforehand.All the best would sound nicer.But i would prefer gambatteh. My interest in Japanese language and others involved in Japan is undying lol.Woah,just nice the 30secs is at the chorus.UVERWORLD rocks.

Current wish: See a boko-tsukkomi show up live.Though i have to learn and understand japanese first

20 September 2009

2009-09-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

Monday,my father ask me whether i want to repair computer or not,then he tell me its free.At first i don't believe,then he explain his workplace there computers easily spoil,so they setup free repair service.I happily agree and brought it to his car.Next day he told me the repairman transferred everything to his computer..which is about 58gb.Wednesday he told me the cause of breakdown.A virus -.-.What the hell.Friday he told me repair fees 180dollars. Dots,make my jaws drop.Monday he told me its free lol.Then,my father explain that getting rid of the virus is hard work and will cost more.Somemore what,upgrade to 3gb ram or something,i not sure what he said,but i hope really got upgrade.Looking forward to my computer!

Beauty is how you feel inside, and it reflects in your eyes. It is not something physical.
~ Sophia Loren ~

19 September 2009

2009-09-18T22:45:00.001-07:00

When exam comes...anime fever also comes.Bah,can't take it.I'm watching animes everyday since last week lol.They never fail to make me laugh with the extreme jokes and lameness.Thus i will share this video!Enjoy.
Link

15 September 2009

2009-09-15T05:11:00.000-07:00

Life sure has much more better lessons to learn than what we learn in school. After all,humans don't understand until they experienced it themselves.Today was quite a normal day,or rather,same old days.But it wasn't.Along the road,i saw a dead baby bird.I not sure why ,but i grew sad at the sight of it. I had thought of burying it in the soil beside,wonder why i didn't...After spending much time thinking about stuff in school,i went back to the place,regretting i never bury it.As expected,it's gone. Must be the cleaner or something.Tossed it in a rubbish bin. The things i thought about was ..not any joking matter. Who knows when, suddenly you would be gone..like the little bird.I have witnessed it myself too.The death of a few people.Though i never cry,it doesn't mean i'm not sad at that times(Long time since i cried) I don't know why,but i got a feeling not to take things for granted.After all,i did promised on that day.Just to let you know, my blog is used to express my thoughts and my reflections.Hope you don't have any weird ideas.Kay?Ja ne.

Learn from the past.Apply in the present.Look into the future.

5 September 2009

2009-09-05T04:43:00.000-07:00

Com can't use,can't start arh.How do E-leaning,aye sian,everyday go back school do E-learning.Dots.Anyway,today i woke up at 6.45.then wear my newly bought polo tee then drink abit of water i chiong down le.Then i went jogging.Weird me.spent 20mins jogging slowly,about 3km-about two rounds round the park.Jogging is fun,quite a good exercise also.I was sweating like hell when i reach home.Took a shower then buaytahan,super tired,so slack whole day.Nothing much,except i want to make jogging a regular thing.

29 August 2009

2009-08-28T09:20:00.000-07:00

You know...i keep having this thought that people never cease to conflict among themselves.Why do people quarrel and fight?Is it because we're different?There must be a good reason.People provoke you,is that a good reason to use violence?I don't know,its commonly found everywhere nowadays.People just can't keep cool and think.They let emotions take over.And by then,they regret.What for....For example,if people push you,do you push back?If people guailan you,do you do the same?From a simple push can lead to fight.Vulgarities plays a huge part also.It only make angry people angrier.Probably why i'm trying to avoid using them.What i want, is a world where there is peace and understanding.Not where people fight just because they buaysong/unhappy with each other.Its like two countries at war...all you create is unhappiness,sadness and sorrow.Will it ever end?I hope so...0:|

14 August 2009

2009-08-13T22:43:00.000-07:00

People nowadays have no manners and scold vulgarities as and when they like.Is it true?Anyway,today was late about 3m or 11secs to school.Then was punished to walking 50rounds in the canteen.That took about 1 and a 15mins.Those people who was also got caught by the teachers was so...vulgar.Nothing to say.A word from the teacher,and one guy goes !&^%!&^%!&#^@&!& shouting at him.Then a sec 4 malay girl commented.Then he went,shut the **** up bitch !&@^%&^!#@ something something.That was brave eh,in front of 3 teachers.Finally we're allowed to go,at around 9.45.By then,i missed two lessons already.PoA test was quite something.It was hard,but luckily i got study.Another thing that i notice is,the lack of respect for people.Many people,often have a little fire in their hearts,which burns stronger as they get told/reprimanded/nagged.Then they will start whispering~then think of nasty words in their heads.Is this normal?I hope not.Rmbr,being polite is one of the hardest thing to master.

Then again,my home seems empty of life.Kinda sucks,but i can manage it.I'm smart.Aha.I found all my confiscated stuff.Psp,Ps3 controller in a cupboard.Ps3 on top of a shelf.My computer power plug beside Ps3.Guess what i did?I exchanged the power plug for my ps3 power plug and here i am posting about it using my com.If i took my psp back,i will be lots of trouble.So i will make do with my 3/4 broken computer which blue screens 88% of the time it starts up and 97% of the time before msn starts loading.Lol~Though i'm still sad,i can't help it.You can hide emotions,but it cannot be erased.So what should i do?I'm still trying my best to think and plan for the future so this is the best positive thing to do instead of revolting against my father.

13 August 2009

2009-08-13T05:18:00.000-07:00

Its only been a day,i almost cannot take it.Its like,all along you got something to look forward to doing when you reach home from school,then this hope gets reduced to dust.let me tell you what happened yesterday.When i reached home after school,everything's seems well.I was ready to relax,like playing,sleeping etc.Then my father came back early with a bloody sour look.I ask my mother,she say my brother's teacher just called him.Guess what,my brother never do homework,score so little for spellings and even tell lies.He's only need Primary three.That was way cool.The situation reminds me of my Primary 5 time,though its not that serious.Anyway,while my father was lecturing my brother and tossing his books and bags everywhere,i was helping my mother with dinner.Its kinda fun,preparing food.Hope by the end of this year,i can make a decent meal without my mother.Haha.I went out of the kitchen,saw my brother kneeling in front of father.I tried not to lok directly as i walked past.I saw his books everything outside the house.Cool,then my father took my gaming things.Psp,Ps1,Ps3,GBA and computer.He handle my things so roughly.If my psp screen got obvious scratches,i'm gonna ask him to pay.Then he one hand carry my ps3-.-Screw this,if the warranty seal breaks,i have nothing to say.He's gonna pay,pay and pay.I'm not even involved in this.Its just so unfair.Got one time,i say its none of my problems.He replied,that its my fault that my brother play computer,psp,ps1 and i never teach him.Hellooo,i wish i can say that."He don't even want to study,how can i help him?"."He want to play,play lo,like i care" in chinese.But i decided not to say anything.I'm just not cut out to teach anybody.Later the night,i can't sleep.My heart feels so heavy.Is it sadness?Or anger?When the same thing happened in p5,i rmbred i slammed the door very loudly in anger.But why is it sadness now?So weird.The resilient me back in p5 was much stronger.I took the challenge and improved my studies without gaming for 9 months.Now I'm in Sec 3 today,and yet i crumbled when my world was robbed of everything.Damn you.People say you must look at the bright side,i can't.Its too hard.Then,before i sleep,i suggested and thought that i should focused on my studies while i can't play.With that,i calmed down abit and slept .Today was a fresh day to begin with.It was a start.A start of a solemn,non-play life.It was quite bad actually.I went to school feeling so down,feeling so unhappy.How can i concentrate with my studies i thought.Is it because i'm addicted to games?No way,Games help to relax me and prepare me for the next day after a long day of studies.Thus i spent the day unwilling to absorb the things taught by the teachers.Except for PE,which we learn gymnastics .I can say its the best thing that give me a sense of achievement in CSS.While i'm trying to perfect my 90degree handstand,we learnt how to vault,front roll,backroll and cartwheeel on a straight line today.It was so fun.After school ends,the nightmare has only just begin.Its so miserable.I can only say bloody hell when i get home.My father,only know how to shout here shout there.I tried my best not to talk to him.You know,the rebellious attitude that its within you?He ask me check my brother homework.I ignored him as i thought that he should be responsible with his own homework.I never say anything and went to take a nap.After sleeping for 4 hours,i went to my neighbour house and here i am,posting all my thoughts,the unfairness.Want to play one dota match to loosen up my near crazy mind also cannot.Stupid bloody patch.Just to let you know,i'm 90% quitted dota.Because almost all my friends also never play,i play for what.Nothing really beats a fun team game with all your best friends on your side.Thats why and i think thats the whole point of dota to me.So thats all,i shall carry on with my pathetic useless life.

How i wish theres someone i can confide to...

9 August 2009

2009-08-09T05:31:00.000-07:00

They say we're fortunate to have Singapore as such a peaceful blessed country.But says who?Our forefathers build this nation from a fishing port through hard work.Then they pass it to us,so we can enjoy a beautiful life.So whoever keep nagging that we're so fortunate,we're so fortunate should just shut up -.- Happy birthday Singapore...I'm so proud to be a Singaporean.Its a country with beauties everywhere.No no wait.I mean,its a great country,with no war,little poverty and good standard of living such as healthcare etc.As compared to countries without water....or examples such as Sri lanka always at war.Thats why...i'm grateful to the leaders and people who brought about the Singapore today!

4August 2009

2009-08-03T23:09:00.000-07:00

Today PE was so fun!We get to choose our electives which are Frisbee,Softball and Gymnastics. I chose the third,thinking it would be worth a while.The whole session was unexpected from what i thought before stepping in the hall.Mr David guided us through some basic stances/poses whatever,like hawkstand and candlelight.Then we're suppose to do headstand and handstand.He guided us step by step and i managed to do them.I did one that handstand was...super nice,the feeling so shiok.From what he said,we're not supposed to do handstand with our legs bended.No wonder we all can't balance.Near the end of the lesson,we show us how to do kip-up.I want learn sia.~~~~~Lastly he show off doing a neck-kip,where his head and feet are touching the ground and he jumps into standing position,that was way cool.So now i'm looking forward to Pe every week.

1 August 2009

2009-08-01T19:51:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday,Darrell!Even though its a day late,it doesn't matter right?Meet up at his house around 6plus.Long time never see JinHan,Yousheng and James.Then,They spend time playing cards betting money around 50 cents,lol ?Somemore got 20 cents .Play a while very sian,then go eat.Quite a spread too.After eating we went down to kick ball.Around9+,Darrell left with his cousin for movie,then JinHan,Wayne,Yousheng and me walked home.We talked about alot of things during the whole time we were together.Its amazing how you can learn by listening.JinHan's in YongChun again.And i'll admit,he's quite good in combat now.I personally don't think martial arts got any impact on your daily life, and adding to that,i can't decide on any style,thats why i'm not learning any.Its like,only in times of emergency,then you can utilize self-defense.If not,it'll only become excessive violence.When i exchanged a few blows with JinHan, my mind keep thinking about not using strength.I'm very scared,scared of hurting people.So i've decided,martial arts is not for me.The end.Goodnight~

26 July 2009

2009-07-26T01:04:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY Ps3!Ad-Hoc Party rocks!Its a programme that allows you to connect psp games through ps3 to the internet.Meaning you can play online!Monster Hunter Freedom Unite!I played it for 8hours straight and it was amazing.Super nice gameplay.Lucky i Hr9 to begin with,cause alot ppl also Hr9.Then i enter a room,we fight so many different monsters.All g-rank de,farm alot items from g-rank Ukanlos,Fatalis,Rathalos,Narcakuga etc etc.It was so fun,i mean,fighting one rathalos takes me 30mins.With 4 ppl altogether,it does't even take 8mins.=_= Imagine 4 people taking down a helpless Dragon stuck in a pit fall trap.Aha.Aside from the boring school,now i got something to look forward everyday.lol~.And I finished Cowboy Bebop.If you like actions,fightings and guns,i suggest you watch this.Plus the movie.Seriously,my time is not enough lols.Oh ya,then theres Dissidia Final Fantasy coming out in August.Its able to go online using Adhoc too.Then you can fight ppl all over the world :D my gaming life sure rocks soul aha

18 July 2009

2009-07-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

Final Fantasy :Dissidia coming out on 25th August!With 10,000 more dialogues then Crisis Core,this game will definitely be on par with Monster HUnter freedom Unite.One reason for the late release was for the millions of speeches done by all characters.Victory phrase,Losing phrase,Start of battle phrase.And when facing different enemies,there would be different dialogues.22 characters ,each with their own storyline.Then with their personalities,like Cloud being very careful and Squall being very anti-social.Their speeches reflects everything.Therefore,50% of the games is dialogues,i guess.Any FF fan would be over elated to play through this story with his/her fav character.For me,its Cloud,Squall,Sephiroth.Even Non-FF fan would enjoy playing this game.So to all psp owners,please play this game when its out.

I played over 200+hours on the japanese version >_>.Can't unlock the best weapons cause i don't know japanese.

16 July 2009

2009-07-16T00:28:00.001-07:00

Finally Hunter Rank 8.Took me around 2 weeks from HR 6 to 8.When people heard about it,first reaction would probably be "use hacks","hacker".Let me ask you,i spent over 400+hours in Monster Hunter,if people like naijiao,MHNoodles can Hr8 easily,Why can't i?What the purpose of using hacks?To complete the game without feeling good about it?Using hacks defeat the purpose of playing.I tried that before.Back then,in monster hunter freedom 2.I used hacks to defeat Akantor,to rise to the highest hunter rank back then.Nothing more,the guild card in my Unite save data is proof i used hacks.But so what.Unlike some others,i only used it for one quest.Now i am playing unite ,without hacks,and managed to achieve HR8.I can spend over 6 hours on a Dual Plesioth quest.Sounds ridiculous right,why not use hacks?Eat shit,its the sense of achievement after you put in alot of efforts that makes the game worth playing.Therefore,i swear from today onwards,i will never use hacks nor cheats to play/complete a game.That will be a symbol for my spirit over games.If you insist i use hacks,why not challenge me into a battle of skills.You skills with hacks,or my skills through practice,efforts over 400+hours??

Friday 10th April

2009-07-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

School as usual.Went home play alot of games.Watched alot videos,found out informations about many things.Mainly about monster hunter .3.5 millions copies sold worldwide...making it the best psp title in history.lol.Even places like UK open gathering halls for ppl to come and link together.There's just too many good players out there in the world.But i'm gonna try my best!And conquer G* quests!Watch this video....about the best players in the world.:D.I'm currently at HR 7 with Felyne Elder quests at Star Level 8.Want play with me?Call me:D 93575532.

Watch This!

"Once more,with feelings!"

7July 2009

2009-07-07T01:32:00.001-07:00

You are responsible for what you say,and what you don't say.

Looking at this quote ,i feel so guilty.I once thought that,if i don't open my mouth,there won't be any problems or troubles.But i was wrong,i guess.So i'm trying to change,to speak up when needed instead of doing nothing.That will probably improve my life.I guess.Then today we had this Mother Tongue lesson about temper.It talks about when people loses their temper,their character slowly changes to a weapon.A weapon that hurts others,through words and actions.I'm a rather calm person,so i rarely lose temper. o.o Then I thought about it and realised that the only thing that upsets me is when someone insults my pride or intelligence and when someone shows injustice or unfairness.I only experienced that once before....Too bad i'm abit sensitive to matters like fairness and pride.

Dota:Today played quite a few matches with Darrell.Surprisely our teamwork and coordination with other people are getting better.Haha,really enjoy playing today.

6 July 2009

2009-07-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

I thought and thought and finally decided that i'm not gonna learn anything.Its weird.People have things they wanna learn,things they are interested.But for me,i don't think i have a certain goal/aim to strive for.Don't know why,and i'm not gonna do anything besides the usual.Study,Sleep,Eat,Play :D. Once i get good results,it will be much more easier to choose a path.One option worth mentioning:Finance,Economic,Business ah whatever courses in Poly.I not sure,but i think i saw the requirements as Eng,PoA and Maths.Of course i wont aim for that only.Only when i get good results then i decide.For now..Plaaaaaaay~

Oh yeah,recently i spent alot of time on games.Completed DevilMayCry 4 in about 10hours o.o.Thanks to Jasper for lending.Then i rose up to hunter rank 7 in Monster Hunter Unite.THen i realised that compared to many other players in the world...i'm still about average.~_~,wlao.I'm so gonna be more active in online forums and discussions.It seems kinda fun.

1 July 2009

2009-07-01T01:43:00.001-07:00

Today quite boring,but got some fun times.Well..all lessons were so-so except for cme.Teacher gave each of us a piece of paper.Then we drew our so-called portrait.We're supposed to pass the papers around and everyone's supposed to write something good about you.Talent,strengths,potentials.To be honest,i really hate what others think of me.So i didn't really expect much since i don't really talk to everyone.But in the end,when i got back my own paper.I was pretty much surprised.I was surprised at what people thought of me.Aiyo...abit paisae sia.Thats all i guess.Note: i got DevilMayCry4 from Jasper!Hooray~Too bad no time to play,since need hand up MT tmro and PoA on Friday.=(

29June2009

2009-06-29T04:02:00.000-07:00

Think long-term:Your biggest challenge is to pick a path,not find one.

Thats what my astrology sign said and i think thats pretty true.Holidays just ended and i got myself interested in a few things."Jeet Kun Do" is one.Another is the "Bass Guitar".I don't know why.Suddenly got pretty absorbed in these two things.Deciding on JKD this year,maybe not bass guitar.I don't have much of a talent for music anyway.Hah,only time will tell.

25June 2009

2009-06-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

Sbgl,ymca,yfla,ah,CIAB!!.Enoughenough of the shortforms.Lol.Today , JinHan,Jason,and me pei Darrell and Cliff to MuayThai.We slacked at the coffeeshop nearby for one hour,then go look for them.They look like dying sia.What 50+pushups,50+ squats.Kick,punches...duno how many times.After that went to Paya Lebar for JinHan's and Cliff's guitar lessons.Then we nothing to do,went to some food centre.Slack there more....then cab home.Slack day :/.Form teacher called me today....asked me whether i got go other countries.I said no.She ask again.Really never go?I said nono.THen in the end still ask me go take form.zzzzz,somemore need wear school uniform,for some stupid form to hand up on Monday.Tmro must chiong take poa homework from jh.Rwar~This theme song is from Valkyria Chronicles,only the piano version though.It so nice...and the game's OST is on par with Chrono Cross and Advent Children.Simply loving it.One thing i not sure of.This game earn the best ps3 of 2008.Best music,graphics.ALot alot awards on game websites,earning scores more than 9 out of 10.But why the hell the sales so lousy?People underrated it like crazy.Its like a diamond slipping through the cracks of the market.

21 June 2009

2009-06-20T10:56:00.001-07:00

Today:1 more week to end of holidays.Today woke up at 8.55.I set alarm clock for 8.15,don't know why so late.I didn't care about breakfast then chiong to white sands.Ran and ran.I think i on time?Then play soccer at Simei with JinHan,Darrell,HeHan,Jason and Cliff.I seriously don't know what i doing lol.Keep mess up.Then went to bedok for lunch.On the way stopped by World of JJ to check out games.Got promotion:3games for 100dollars,but that only applies to specific games with orange stickers.Resident Evil 5 is 85dollars.Ah so expensive.Took 17 back home.Then Darrell and HeHan came to my home for weird reasons.They play around,make fun of my dog,play metal slug x lol.Then Darrell went to sleep.-___- ''.... After they reached home,i thought we would dota,but alot people still not at home.So i took a nap.From 6 to 8.So refreshing,after a 6 hours sleep the previous night. Now i planning which day to do my homework.Theres PoA,Chemistry,Maths and Social Studies.One week.

Thoughts:

Time to loook for another rpg.Maybe with online features.I finished Valkyria Chronicles.The storyline was so nice,ending off with a happy lovely ending for Welkin and Alicia.Just see the ending,is too peaceful for your eyes already.I really enjoyed the game.Now for the newgame+.Hahahah!Monster Hunter Unite coming out!Tomorrow!Woohoo.2009 sure is a good year.My studies improved plus my life is so much better.

"You can do it,but i can do it better."

15 June 2009

2009-06-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

For one long night,i never actually sleep.I can't sleep,keep thinking of stuff here and there.Even though i bought my ps3 i still am angry at myself for creating all these problems by not being careful.Because of the lack of sleep,i woke up feverish and very tired.Thats why i didn't go for soccer.Sorry-_-.But i got enough strength to go to Ws and withdraw money from bank.Need wait so long,somemore everyone looking at me for nothing. After that i went to Simei.Sold the two games which i have for 20dollars and paid 39 dollars for Valkyria Chronicles.So the game is 59dollars.I saw many games which i might buy in the future.Titles like Dynasty Warriors 6 and Killzone 2. Then i need the av cable.I called Tenchi office and asked for the salesman ,"Darren" who sold the ps3 to me.He responded and apologised sincerely.Then he asked me to go to T1 to get one av cable from their outlet.I felt very happy...because of the actions i took to solve all the problems.Now i'm happily fighting war with the citizens of Gallia :D GoGo Welkin and Alicia!

14 June 2009

2009-06-14T04:27:00.000-07:00

Today was a path,that turned my gaming life upside down.I bought my Ps3 at pc fair. Yeah and walked around Marina Square and Suntec until 5plus where we took 518 home."We" are yousheng,jason,darrell,jin han,cliff,hehan and james.Enough jokes on Ps3.Damn angry at myself now.The HDMI cable is only for HD tv,which i don't have.I need a HDMI AV plug,you know,the red,white and yellow holes.Now i can't play,good right.Tomorrow must go to tampines to buy. I shall vent my anger on dota.Pity my opponents :D

12June2009

2009-06-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

Watched Pelham 123 nc-16 flim at E-Hub.Duno why sia,from Drag me to hell changed to that.It has alot vulgarities,quite an average show about terrorists terroring people,duh?They didn't even plan their escape route...what a joke!At least their coversations are worth listening to."Shut the fuck up,you greaseball mother fucker" lol -_-.Tomorrow going it fair,hope i find something useful there =)

10June 2008

2009-06-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

About today => Early morning went for soccer.We meet roughly around 10.30am.Then went to Simei.There's me,Jin Han,Yuquan,Wayne,Cliff,Yousheng,Darrell and his friend and cousin,Jason. Super hot,not say enjoyable,but at least it was fun. One thing,i don't know why the 7Eleven there so weird.One Yeo's H-Two-O apple thirst quencher is $1.80.....then you buy two....is $2?Somemore the auntie tell me ,"You have just saved $.160!"What the hell? Around 3pm we left...then,Darrell go facial :O , Yuquan,Yousheng and me went home. The rest,i don't know,go slack somewhere?

Oh yeah,Sims 3 is out and i heard its pretty good.Got alot new features not found in Sims 2.(If not,it would be the same-_-).Ok..time to sleeeep and slackkkk!

7 June 2009

2009-06-07T07:58:00.000-07:00

Final Fantasy VII: ADVENT CHILDREN COMPLETE is out,but i can't watch it =(.I really wanted to watch the extra scenes where Cloud and Sephiroth fights.It's already amazing how they do the CG, and on top of that,the amazing slashes and blocks during the fights.Omg...I want it so much.Here,watch the trailer,in HD please.

ClickHereNow!

5June2009

2009-06-04T09:51:00.000-07:00

Please....I'm not that "interested" in girls.I have better things to do then looking at them.Another thing,i don't think i can get my Ps3 liao.No job,no allowance unless i go out.And that allowance is only for eating....I wanted to ask my father if i can borrow $200.He didn't said anything then want me to teach my brother because his maths failed.Seriously wtf?Add 21thousands and 22hundreds,how the hell you get 40000+?I need teach him properly le.I dunwan my father to shout like a crazy man.Somemore with vulgars-_-.

Slack time......next week then i start homework.I don't care,i'm gonna sleep,sleep,sleep,sleep,sleep.Ahahahaha.

3June2009

2009-06-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

Early morning,my mother shook me off bed.Want me prepare go my Da yi house.Yeah,she's my mother's elder sister.At there,got alot food here and there.More than 12people over there taking pictures.After waiting for long long,the lawyer or something came.The couple sat down with both parents beside them respectively.I stood from afar and heard about "take care","swore" etc etc.After 10mins of signing papers.They kissed?Wah,the bride like so graceful.omg....i'm speechless.I wish my cousin and his wife all the best arh!

2June2009

2009-06-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today took bus 21 for about 1 hour,went to BoonKeng,after that i walked around until McNair Road.Which i search for the SKA.The atmosphere in the place damn overpowering,i don't know why.I took the form to sign up,then the sensei told me to come on Sat for registry and classes.Lol,can't wait for karate classes.Then on the way back....it seems alot more longer.On the bus,i felt so fortuanate seeing somethings...^^(I won't say).

Instead of taking bus straight there,my mother told me to,"Take MRT to Kallang,then take bus 21".Hope this will save more time.

Note:Whoever wants to watch Eagle Eye,please tell me on msn,i will gladly distribute it .

Monday 1 June 2009

2009-06-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

Slept for about 5hours,then woke up around 7.30 to meet Yuquan at 8.Then we go his friend house.Workout-ed at the gym.I ran about 1.6km then i cannot take it.Too tired ~_~.Went back my hoome,played monster hunter freedom 2 together.My shoulders and back still hurts from Sunday workout.So its time.....to SLEEP!!Chiong arh.

31 May 2009

2009-05-31T02:35:00.000-07:00

I"ll share my results of MYE.
English B4
Chinese C6
E Maths C5
Science(P,C) B3
Humanities B4
PoA A1

Percentage 65.5%
Score 458.5/700
Class Position 9/42
Level Position 38/192

L1R4:15
L1R5:20
(I don't know how the L1R4 and L1R5 system works,can anyone tell me?)

Tuesday i gonna go to 94 McNair Road and to the Shitoryu Katratedo Association where i want to sign up for the weekly Sat class to learn Karate.Entry fee is $15 whereas the monthly fee is $30 per month.I'm so gonna do my best in this.

30April2009

2009-04-30T05:22:00.000-07:00

Lazy to post.Exams here,yet i playing psp.Watch animes everyday like crazy.Today,social studies test,was entirely SBQ and SEQ right.Everyone in class chiong revise textbook.Then the test Section A 18marks all about Barack Obama lol.Damn funny,got the picture with the tacks.Section A so long-winded i spent 45mins doing until i NEARLY forgot Section B.Heng i chiong.After school,go play basketball.Not really that fun.Although it feels like my shooting has improved,I need practice lay-ups and side shots.

PAIN!!

2009-04-21T03:47:00.001-07:00

RAAAWRRRRRRRR EVERYWHERE ALSO PAIN!!HEAD PAIN,LEGS PAIN,ARMS PAIN,STOMACH PAIN(the muscles),NECK PAIN!!!DAMNIT!STUPID NAPFA MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRAZY!~!.

ahem,on to the napfa results.AMazingly,my stand broad jump 241cm.Woohoo!Sit-and-reach 51cm.....sit-ups 50...(probably why my stomach...) vertical pull up 7??i thought 7 is A already.Then i go let go.After that no more strength to re-test,since my hands all blistered.Shuttle run 9.7s.2.4km arh,i nothing to say....damn weak,my stamina cannot make it.

Another thing,i always thought i have a good memory for unimportant stuff,abit wrong i guess.IF i put my mind into it,i can memorise things easily.During chemistry lesson,teacher say got quiz,5mins to revise since he need go down to get the papers.Of course la,everyone chiong revise.What i could not believe was that i memorise the 5 equations in less than 3mins.And then,the quiz was a fake one,just for revision.I got 9/12,i mixed up the colour of the litmus paper-_-.Its strange,how you can do things easily if you put your mind into it.I want to develop a better memory!For the future!~

19 April 2009

2009-04-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXFCPUlGYEM&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ab5IwgcJRiE

theres two videos i would love to share with you guys.enjoy

I don't have the mood to post or talk about anything.This sense of emptiness has run through me since i left ws library.Yesterday around 1plus,was suppose to meet yousheng.Then before 1pm,i ate KFC with family.Following that,i went to the library.I'm pretty amazed.Its been so long since i stepped in a library.I revised some notes and read through three textbooks.yousheng went to watch movie,so i just carry on.Distractions,tsktsk.2hours later,i became tired, drained.So i read the game magazines and got some info on Ps3 games.I'm always happy to know such things=).Then,the bad feeling came.It's still haunting me right now.Something's wrong,but i don't know.I hope it will go away...

*Can you watch people die in front of your eyes and not lend a hand?*

16 April 2009

2009-04-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

Next Monday is Napfa.Here is what i would like to score.

Shuttle run- 10.5secs
Standing broad jump- 236
Sit-ups- 48above
Vertical pull-ups- 5.
Sit and reach- 50cm

I think i scored way above some of the event last year.Nevertheless,i shall get at least a silver,maybe a gold.

15 April 2009

2009-04-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

I have a riddle for you guys.AN unfortunate missionary has been captured by savages,who have condemned him to death.The only question is how he shall die.According to custom,this is decided by the medicine man,who judges whether statement made by the condemned man is true or false.If true,his death by poisoned arrow is painful.If false,he is punished by being roasted over fire.In this awful fix,what kind of statement did he say in order to live?(meaning he told something which is cannot be true or false)Answer be posted two days from now.

About school,i am very worries about PoA,you know,the Trading accounts,Profit and loss accounds,balance sheet.I often make mistakes.One mistake=wrong 30marks gone.Moreover,Core History has so many details needed to be remembered.14 Points of Woodrow Wilson -___-what the.EVerything about SE Asia.Thinking of how to fill one page with one essay makes me scared of exams.Everything must come from your memories.Even though i have good memories,i don't have confidence.About confidence,NAPFA 100m shuttle run,i also don't have confidence.I don't know why,the mood's not there.I better work hard for exams, and have a nice job to end it with.(HOLIDAYS)

13 April 2009

2009-04-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

Sugoi!It means amazing.History students can go Japan!Even though its in December holidays,i have always wanted to go there.Heh,the great food,entertainment,games.I can already imagine all that already.Best thing of all,my father allows me to go, and agreed to pay for the expenses :D.

School today was about as usual,going through powerpoint slides,exercises,worksheets,etc.My PoA test on Ledger Accounts got 19/20!Cheers!Now gotta practice the Trading Account,Profit & Loss and Balance sheet.I always get mistakes somewhere.Somemore,i relied too much on the answer given.Then i panic,checking if everything is written and calculated correctly.Then i realised the answer given is wrong.ZzZz.It must be!>_<

On second thoughts,my homework sure is lagging behind.It's just that,i don't have the mood or the right feelings to do them.It's just not right.My maths cannot make it already.Damn,paying attention in classes helps alot,but certainly no in maths.I also realised i have a good memory for non-important stuff.Like , games,quotes even memorising people's speeches.When it comes to studies.Subjects that doesn't interest me doesn't get into my memory.Maths arh,Physics.Maybe that's why i do so well in History and maybe CHemistry.Speaking of chemistry,i really hope we get more practical lessons.Like how alchemists work , mixing some stuff,then come out, a weird coloured liquid or something.Or even maybe an explosion,ahah.Playing too much games involving alchemists already lol.

And today just spent 22dollars on Crisis and COnflict Textbook,10dollars on IC.My mother dunwan give me anymore money.Z_z.My wallet left 5dollars....lol.Work hard for exams,And work hard after exams for my Ps3!Gambetteh~

10 April 2009

2009-04-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

First thing first,i won't post everyday unless there's funny or meaningful stuff that happens.The word for the day is "En Garde".It is used to warn the opponent to take a defensive position in the beginning of a fight.Fencing?Anyway,who knows of a part-time job that 15-years old can take?I'm thinking that since i have so much free time,might as well do something that can earn money.So i won't have to ask for money from Pa in the case i want anything.Besides,i also want my Ps3....This is the first time me encountering problems when saving money.650dollars is damn alot.I only got 355 after so long.Having a job can help alot.That's why,those who know of any job, can please tell me?Not those macdonald de.Too...common.lol.

The Ps3 game that i want to play is Valkyria Chronicles.It has won so many awards,i;m so amazed.The story seems nice,an innocent guy,a child of a hero,got dragged to fight a war.You can also play different stories of three characters.But i worried about whether i can buy the game or not.Very little copies were made and the game's 16+-_-,what the hell.There's also the anime and manga adaptions.After looking at them,i'm going crazy about this game.

Last thing,my garena username is ".|c00ffff00Yuki".Because of the many problems by garena,i'm forced to create so many accounts.Now,i got a total of 3 gmail,2yahoo and 4 hotmails><.Some people asked what is yuki tori.I believed it means snow bird.Since little,i have always wanted to see one.A white bird that drops snow when it flys.That's why.

Yuffie: I don't get it! Why can't we help out?!
Cid: This is man talk.
Yuffie: Sexist! SEXIST!!
Cait Sith: Crikey, lassie, shut yer muuth!
Barret: The men don't get it either.
Tifa: Two years ago...think of all the strength we had when we fought that last battle. It's only been two years, but already, that feeling is gone. But, I think Cloud's found it again.
Barret: Tch...he's got 10 minutes.
Yuffie: That Cloud's a royal pain in the ass, like always.
Tifa: [Smiles] Cloud is Cloud.

Yuffie's so Cute!

9 April 2009

2009-04-09T02:15:00.000-07:00

Konnichiwa minna-san.Wilson here.I would like to thank you for taking your time to visit this half-done blog.I am busy with other important matters.Since i thought i am almost always online,thought i make a blog to share things with people.It's good if you find people with the same interests as you.Though its rare,but it's still worth a try.

Starting from tomorrow,i'm gonna quote a phrase from anything and a word from anywhere.And maybe share some news about games,animes,stuff.Plus ,not forgetting my boring life.I'll try to post often and put up the music asap.Maybe i'll even upload illegal stuff.Hah, joking.Watch this video to learn a word. It's for laughter,do not try this at home. Ohkay see you all.